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How Teacher Training Changed My Body

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One of the questions I’m often asked is, “how has teacher training changed your body?”.  I definitely feel as if my body has changed.  I often thought I understood my body as an athlete prior to teacher training, I could push through pain and exhaustion and learned again and again how to improve my form or balance to become a better athlete.  Teacher training though taught me that I had so much more to learn.  Now I feel as if I am able to control my body and utilize the strength in my muscles to get in to deeper backbends and more challenging arm balances.  While  I still have my fears (um hello headstands and handstand) I’m slowly overcoming them and starting to trust in my body and strength more.

My running has improved thanks to yoga too.  My hips feel more open and my core stronger so each step feels more powerful.  I don’t feel as if I struggle with the pain in my hips as much as I once did and I definitely no longer struggle with ITBS.  I feel more balanced when I’m out running.  I haven’t had to wear my brace to help with runners knee in almost a year and I’ve never once thought I needed it!

My posture is much different.  I stand taller with my shoulders back and open more, my hips are more open on my front side and my tail is tucked.  It feels so good and natural.  As a taller woman, I’m 5’9″ I was always slouching and rolling my shoulders forward in an effort to look shorter.  It would make my back and neck hurt and was often really uncomfortable.  Today, I feel so much better and more confident standing taller.

I could talk all day about the subtle changes in my body but I think it’s best if I just show you.  Back in August we had to choose 3 challenges poses.  David photographed us in each one and then in January we came back and photographed them again so we could see how much we’ve changed.

Challenge pose #1

I choose wheel for my first challenge pose.  I really wanted to go from wheel to standing but knew I had a long way to go.

Wheel Pose August 2012

Wheel Pose August 2012

Wheel Pose January 2013

Wheel Pose January 2013

You can see I have really deepened my backbend.  I’ve worked to open my shoulders so I can straighten my arms completely and I’ve been working to open the front of my hips and contracting my glutes so I can continue to walk my feet closer to my hands.  With the support of a teacher to help guide me I can come up to standing and drop back to wheel again.  I’m still deepening my backbend to be able to come into this on my own.  I’m impressed with how dar I’ve come!

Challenge Pose #2

Handstand was my second challenge pose.  I’ve always wanted to get into this pose but struggled with getting upside down.

Handstand August 2012

Handstand August 2012

Handstand January 2013

Handstand January 2013

Back in August I couldn’t even kick up to a wall.  Now I am able to kick up to the wall and better understand how to control my body, which muscles to contract, how to hold my arms and shoulders to support my weight and I am slowly starting to get over my fear of being upside down.  I’ll be honest, I HATE kicking up to a wall but I’m learning and perhaps someday I’ll get into handstand without the wall.

Challenge Post #3

Forearm stand.  I always think people who can do this in the middle of a yoga class look ridiculously awesome and I wanted to be one of them.   Forearm stand scares me less than handstand but I’m still learning.

Forearm Stand August 2012

Forearm Stand August 2012

Forearm Stand January 2013

Forearm Stand January 2013

For me, what is most noticeable in this pose is the approach.  You can tell from the photos I’ve learned to engage my entire body in this pose and the chaos from the first pose is not visible in the second pose.  When I look at these two photos I see calmness and strength in the second photo and chaos and lack of trust in the first photo.  To me, that transformation is huge!

Like many things in life, I’ve learned we have all our strengths.  For me, I really wanted my strength to be going upside down or backbends but in the last 6 months I’ve learned that my strength is really in arm balances! I have the strength and flexibility to twist up my body and lift it off the ground and have so much fun doing it!  Arm balances are definitely my favorite now.  Next week I’m taking a workshop on arm balances and hope to learn some new balances and share photos!

Side Crow Pose

Side Crow Pose

Yoga is a journey and I’m impressed with how far I’ve come in the last 6 months.  I can only imagine how my practice will evolve and change in the future!

How has your changed your body?  What are your strengths and weaknesses?  Do you like backbends, stands or arm balances best?

Beaches, Yoga and Change!

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Hey! How is everyone?!  I’m counting down the week because we leave for vacation on Saturday! I am SO excited.  Michael and I are spending one week in a cottage on the Maine shore.  I’m looking forward to time to unwind, relax and have some fun! Also this week I am crossing my fingers and toes for good news SOON! More on that as it happens but I’ll definitely be sharing with you all!

We had a great weekend.  It was complete with runs, yoga, beach time, barbecues, and relaxing.  I hit the beach late in the afternoon Saturday and only got in about an hour and half of sun time.  Beach time makes me so happy, I love the feeling of swimming in salt water and the sun and sand on my skin! Some crazy thunderstorms came in and decided to head home before I got soaked.  Good thing I did, the storms were so intense the highway was flooding!

Sand Between My Toes!

Before I hit the beach we went to North End Yoga for a 9AM Ashtanga class.  I’d never been to the studio before and was excited to check it out.  It was gorgeous! They decorated so beautifully- a nice combination of hard words, beautiful wall colors and bright but relaxing fabrics for the draperies.  If I own a yoga studio someday (a dream of mine!), I hope it’s as nice as that one! I was slightly terrified to take Ashtanga again.  My body was sore from the first time and I knew what to expect.  I knew it would be challenging and hard.  This class was a half primary series and with half the poses and half the vinyasas it was MUCH more manageable! The flow may have been shorter but that doesn’t mean I didn’t struggle throughout the class.  I was still tight and sore from Tuesday and some of the poses were just not going to happen.  I tried to remind myself that some days we are able to test our limits in yoga and others are meant to be taken easy and do as much as we can.  It was still frustrating but I got through the practice.

Ashtanga is humbling.  It is humbling in so many ways.  From the chants and counting in Sanskrit that I don’t know to the new-to-me Sanskrit pose names,  I feel lost most of the time.  And then there is the physical aspect.  All of the vinyasas tire my arms out, and the jump throughs and jump backs can be confusing and challenging.  Quite honestly I feel like I’m flailing around and just trying to keep up.  When I flow through, I feel completely misaligned. Half the time I am on the left side of the mat and the other half of the time on the right side of the mat but never in the middle.  Every now and then I twist and bind into some challenging pose or find comfort in shoulder stand and realize that despite all of the challenges with Ashtanga I will get better and stronger and it will be easier.  I think this is why I like it so much.  I like the challenge and the reward.

LOVE Wheel Pose!

Michael and I were talking after class and he asked me if Ashtanga made feel like I knew nothing about yoga.  My answer? A resounding yes.  I told him that despite how much I know about yoga I really don’t know that much.  Yoga is a vast practice with lots of different styles and history.  I can’t tell you how many times I hear a story about yoga from one instructor and then a few weeks later hear the same story with some variation from another.  I think this is what makes me so excited to start teacher training in August.  I’m excited for the opportunity to learn and absorb as much as I can about the practice.  I hope that someday my resounding yes, will be become a resounding no.  One can hope right?

Last week proved to be a physical week.  Ashtanga on Tuesday left me with sore arms and tight hamstrings which only seemed to get worse as the week went on.  On top of that I ran a few times in the heat which also was challenging. I’m still trying to figure out how I ran 26.2 miles in that heat.  By the time Thursday came around I was happy to take a lunchtime yoga class and call it a day.  Considering it was my first full week in the new house, with a new commute and living with my boyfriend I was really proud of myself not only for the quantity of my workouts but also the quality.

Workouts Week of 6/18/12

Change can be good for us in so many ways.  For me last week, it was the change of yoga styles and discovering a new practice to inspire me and challenge me.  And on a bigger level it was life changes like a new town, new routine and a live-in boyfriend to keep me motivated and determined to workout.  Working out has always been my time, so it was important to me to keep up with my routine and get my runs in and find the mat and THEN go home to Michael and our new routine of living together.   Week 2 is upon us and despite vacation looming in front of me I hope to have another week of workouts to be proud of! More so, I hope to have MORE changes to announce soon.  Keep your fingers and toes crossed please!

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Do new yoga styles challenge and motivate you? Do you feel like there is a lot to learn with yoga? How were your workouts last week?  Does change motivate you?